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themostrandomfandom:

 #Way to break my little heart Brittana #Santana is just so confused and upset all through this episode and no one really notices why except for Brittany #They all just think it’s because she’s a weepy drunk but really it’s because she feels so sad and confused #about everything that’s happening in her life #She thinks that she’s lost Brittany’s heart and that the only thing they’ll ever have together #is this torrid dirty affair whenever Artie turns his back #She honestly thinks that she’s Brittany’s second choice and in breaks her little heart into about one million pieces #On top of that Santana keeps trying so hard to ‘be straight’ but no matter how often she jams her tongue down #Sam’s throat she knows deep inside that she doesn’t like him the way she ‘should’—that she #doesn’t love him like she loves Brittany #She just feels lonely and helpless and confused and like everything is against her #And the thing is that Brittany sees it—she sees how much Santana beats herself up #And it’s always Brittany’s instinct to care for Santana even when they’re not on good terms; Santana is her girl #and Brittany won’t just leave her alone #So even though Brittany knows in her heart and in her mind that it’s wrong to cheat on Artie #she takes care of Santana in the only way she knows how; she can’t say how she feels so she kisses it #into Santana’s skin instead and just holds Santana close even though she really shouldn’t #That’s why the hug and chaste kiss in the last gif just kill me: because nobody gets it right then not even Brittana themselves #This isn’t just some silly thing that they can lock away #It isn’t just their dirty secret #This is the thing that matters most to them in the world #They’re each other’s only real thing #and even if it takes them a long time to figure that out they’ll get it someday #Our poor brave Baby Girls…